Welcome to my blog

Well, file those under "words I never thought I'd type." But after receiving my third cancer diagnosis (melanoma in 2004, breast in 2005 and now breast again in 2010), I've decided to add blogger to my many titles.

Many of you who knew me in 2005 followed my journey through e-mail updates, which I have posted as blog entries below in case anyone wants the entire history.

When I first found out my breast cancer had recurred, I heard some pretty scary numbers regarding survival and prognosis. But in a direct answer to the prayers of so many, God led me to a second opinion, a new and aggressive treatment plan and one of the sweetest words ever uttered by an oncologist -- "curable."

It won't be easy, but I've got a lot to live for.


Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Baby steps

Well, I saw my oncologist today and things are moving a little more slowly than I had anticipated. The two drugs I will be taking (only one of which is actually a chemo; I have mistakenly been calling them both that) have to come from a specialty pharmacy. The one our insurance uses is mail order, so it will be a few days before I get the meds.

The chemo pills are taken in three-week cycles. You take them twice a day for two weeks and then take a week off. The other drug, which is a targeted therapy, is once a day every day. After my first chemo cycle, I'll see the doctor to make sure I'm tolerating it well and start another cycle. After the second cycle, we'll do a scan to see how much (not if!) the cancer has diminished.

The good news is that I can plan my first chemo cycle so that my week off is the week of spring break. So that means I probably won't start until the week of March 22.

The bad news here is that it sounds as if the side effects can be really horrific. They've told me I'll need to take Immodium every two hours; you figure out the rest! I'm also told to be on the lookout for hand and foot disease.

Because the pills come in small amounts, I think I'll be taking something like 20 pills a day! Well, add the Immodium and I guess it's closer to 30! Yikes.

Thanks again for all the love, support and prayers. I feel very blessed.

7 comments:

Marti said...

Thinking of you! Let me know if you need anything - I would love to bring dinner toyou (if you are up to eating), Todd and the boys one night.

Mike said...

Michelle, I am channeling all the positive energy I can in your direction from DC.
--Mike Knobler

kcolucci said...

Wear the damn boots while you swallow all those pills! I am praying for this to be effective and that you won't suffer too much from side effects.....

Andi Berrigan said...

Michelle, thanks for sending the blog. I started reading it from the bottom up so I could get the entire history from the beginning to today. You are an inspiration to me. Thank you for keeping me informed. My favorite comment from you was that God didn't give you cancer, He is helping you through it. So will all the people who are lucky enough to be your friends.
Andi

Elizabeth said...

Hi - found you through Michelle Hiskey. I'm just starting chemo for a recurrence of breast cancer, myself. The Hand and Foot syndrome is actually not necessarily as bad as it sounds - it can range from an annoying itch and dryness to swelling and blisters. I'm on Xeloda, and so far, mine has been on the annoying itch and dryness side. Moisturizer is our friend.

Michelle said...

Thanks Elizabeth! I am stocking up on moisturizer, among other things! Have your other side effects been tolerable as well?

Andy said...

I've been thinking of you, Todd and the boys all day today as you begin treatments. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Please don't hesitate to call if you or your guys need anything. Kick some cancer booty with those boots cowgirl!
Love, peace and blessings,
Andy